Since that time I have come a long way towards healing, though I am still at the beginning of the process.
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So if it wasn’t for the Net, and resources like this, I might never have known, never have figured out WHY I feel this way – and most importantly – might never have sought professional help.
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In the chat rooms I learned that online is not a substitute for true therapy, and had it not been for a friend I met there who convinced me to seek therapy, I probably would be dead by now. There I learned that being suicidal on a daily basis, being depressed on a daily basis, and being numb inside all the time was NOT normal – for I had always thought such things were normal. In the fall of ‘96 I went online for the first time and was instinctively drawn to the AOL Psych Forum Abuse Survivors message board. Top that off with knowing that my oldest stepdaughter was abused at the age of 15 by her 57 year old godfather and had a child by him, and that my stepson was having intercourse when he was 5 with his 12 year old female cousin–and it all just falls in around my ears, emotionally speaking. Heightening this crisis is my discovery that one of the children in my adopted family confessed that, while I lived there, his uncle was abusing him – and I, unable to recognize this, had done nothing. I had never fully comprehended the effects of the abuse as I do now. Then I got lucky, met a woman with 3 kids and married her. At this time I was ‘adopted’ into a family with 3 children. While I realized I had been abused, I did not deal with it I dealt with the loneliness. For a while I did very well at isolating myself from the world and my past.Īt the age of 24 I hit a crisis point that was brought on by my social withdraw, extreme shyness, and strong inhibitions against any form of expressing affection (any form of physical touching still carries sexual connotations). At this time I consciously vowed to myself that I would build a ‘wall’ between me and my feelings and me and the world. We all competed for his ‘affections.’ His method of shutting us up was shame.īy the age of 13, I guess the effects were in place: I had become quite different from my peers, had an established bisexual nature (I still wonder if the abuse caused this), had consciously sworn off friendships, hated everyone, trusted no one, and hated and scorned all love with a sincere passion. I cannot talk about that much, as that person was truly sick and had group sex with me, my brother, his brother (my age), and his sister (even younger) and others all at the same time. I went along with it, which just makes it worse and harder for me to forgive. And from ages 7 to 10 I was sexually abused by a teenage boy on an almost weekly basis, only it was not forced. I was mentally and physically abused all along–from birth until I escaped at age 16 – by so-called ‘loving’ parents who lacked self-control. Remember, you can always come back later. Please check how you feel now, before reading any stories.
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While these stories are not focused on abuse experiences, types of abuse may be mentioned briefly.
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The authors of these stories share with you how they came out of isolation and silence to find help and healing. On this page you can read brief stories written by men who had unwanted or abusive sexual experiences in childhood.